01 October 2010

Its been holiday le.. But only for 2 weeks..
My life is getting worse to worse... So tired of it..
Hais hais hais hais hais...~~~!!!!

what we could have been, 6:19 PM.

15 September 2010

Its been one month i never update my blog le.. Cause school been very busy and working all times.. So i have no time to update me blog.. So You all think my blog is dead? ><>< Soon to be busy soon...

Thanks you guys for the comment but your links is abit too weird so i wont be going.. UNLESS is a proper link so i can link to the page of yours..

what we could have been, 9:59 PM.

14 August 2010

Why my life is all my fault like that? Its making me so tiring... Huuu.. Tired man..

I have nothing to say le.. Is it a fake smile to me?

what we could have been, 12:31 PM.

06 August 2010

what we could have been, 10:42 PM.

04 August 2010

Its a long time i have not been updating my blog le right? My blog looks dead indeed.. Hmm.. This few month, alot of thing have happen.. Family qaurrels.. Relationship failure.. Maybe next will be school ba.. So headache..

Why when i love someone so much.. They bastard me so much when i waited for him? What are he treating me of? A toy? Or what? It hurt me so much.. That i dont feel any pain in my hand then my heart.. Heart bleeding.. Hand bleeding.. Eye crying... Thanks my darling for accompany and care for me so much.. Thanks to her so that i can be so relax now.. Thanks for everything darling. I love you <3 Thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry.. I know im silly to think of it... But i dont know why i think of him every minute and every second.. But now.. I hate him every minute and every second.. And slowly starting my new life again..

I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn, will not drop a tears for any guys, Unless he really do loves me and i do loves him too.. No matter how hurt it is.. I will bear the pain and the tears.. I dont wanna to waste my diamond tears in any guys.. Guys is a bastard.. Excluding the friend i have, if you all dont bastard on me.. Im alright... Say all you want... Im a bitch Im a toy for you guys to fnd i also dont care anymore..

I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn.. I change from now on... I not the old Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn anymore.. I must live with a happiness life...

what we could have been, 8:45 PM.

01 May 2010

Its a new month here.. I dont feel anything here.. Cause i still having a bad mood.. Dont even have a happy day.. Everyday quarrel with someone.. When can it stop? I just have enough.. I really dont want to qaurrel.. Seriously.. When you qaurrel with your loves one.. You can feel a knife stabbing in your heart. Thats really hurts so much! I... nothing to say.. Cause i dont have a mood to write anything..

To : Clara,
I hope you are alright? No matter what you must stay strong. If he wanna break with you. Just let it be. Cause you be with him. You have no happiness. Even ough hav, only a little time. He dont even give you freedom.. If he cares for you.. He will give you little freedom. But he dont even care to give you freedom.. If its me i will tell him to give a little freedom will do.. I need to relax myself to go out with my friends.. Girl, Please dont be sad le. Reply my message as soon as possible okays? I will waiting for your message.. You making me so worry. Sorry about yesterday. I cant go find you as i was working. Girl no matter what dont do anything silly okays? Baobei clara.

what we could have been, 12:25 PM.

28 April 2010

Hmm.. Its was so tiring... When is the time to stop for us to qaurrel.. Its very tiring.. This is not i want.. Can you please understand what i want what i dont want? Its very tiring to qaurrel with you.. Haiss.. Its hurt to qaurrel with someone..

what we could have been, 12:46 PM.

24 April 2010

Its so tiring.. Later need to go 768 there work.. 4-10pm. So tiring.. When can go back 166? Miss there very much.. Hmmm.. Life is short and dont regret what have you done. C= Stay happy and smile always.. Whatever have happen.. Just forget it. As what i was doing. Just forget it and continue my life. C= Huu.. Okays la. I have nothing to type also. Bye.

what we could have been, 2:26 PM.

15 April 2010

Today never go school. Cause im felt very dizzy.. Cause yesterday night i was crying as someone hurt me. But he know he was sorry and wanna kill himself cause he was sadd and feel hurt when i was crying. I forgive you cause you let me slowly falling in love with you. I will treat you good and you too alright?

When you sick i cook porrigde for you, and is the first time i cook for a boy. The porridge its tastes plain but still just nice. Have vitamin in the porridge. How you dont mind?? When cook i burn until my hand but i clever i put ice on it and feel ok but nimb. ><>< But you help de i will like it.

If you wanna to stay my house. We engaged ba. =X Heex. I love you and never let you go.. Muacks <3 im serious in love so do you?

what we could have been, 10:32 PM.

05 April 2010

Today i wake up very late lo.. Hmm.. I think is around 11 ba.. Cause my ma ask me to wake up la.. Ask me to go fetch mei.. Hais.. I was damn tired de.. Cause yesterday go walk walk le ma.. Fews days never work le.. But today working lo.. Someone missing in action le ah? Never message me or what de.. Worry oh.. Hmm... Its seem i have nothing to type also..

Ohya i have forget..Can you all go shop at http://www.sgishopping.blogspot.com go see.. If anything you need can message me or call me. You wanna buy any items send me the items by detail if not i will ignore the message.. c= Thanks very much.. C=

what we could have been, 3:24 PM.

01 April 2010

Today wake up i kanna fool by jinsheng stead.. As i was just wake up and was still blur when i read the message i like huh? Then i dont know still can scroll down so i reply her huh what thing oh? She asked me to scroll down then i do so.. I was fooled by her.. Then my turn to fool le.. I told her that jinsheng bring his ex come my house then say she help him celebrate his birthday and said april fool day at the bottom.. Hahas. She kanna fool by me back.. Hahas! Omg lols! Hahas.. Fun lo.. xP I first trick is jun cat. Hahas.. Stupid kanna fool by me.. Lols..

Afternoon go to bugis with jinsheng girlfriend. As buy jinsheng birthday present. C= She make me wanna pinch her face lo.. Make people wanna like her or hate her.. Haiis.. Qi si ren le la.. Hahas.. We both buy t-shirt give him lo. I also dont know want to buy what. Finish buying we go shop shop awhile lo. Then like that.. On the way home someone messaged me. I was shocked i heard this news.. Seriously very shock.. And nearly faint infront of my brother girlfriend.. Heng she hold me up.. Ask me alright anot. I say i ok. Dont worry.. Is this call close friend when something happiness and shocking thing that can make my heart beat stop for few mintues?

Then i meet abigail. Actually meet her for fun. I dont know why i meet her for what? The friendshio like going far far away lo. Become stranger le. Somemore nearly faint.. I told myself be strong no matter what happen.. Seriously.. I dont know why she wanna do that.. I dont know why.. You want to hide from us until when? Hide until i have a boyfriend. I think by that time i hate until wont forgive you anymore le.. Got anything just say out. Dont hide from me. I hate people do thing behind my back.. If you know what is friendship you should not be hiding thing from a friend.. What do you mean by when the correct time then you say? Lost your virgin?

Ahhh.. Suan le la.. Just miracle will come. C= cheers jacklyn!

what we could have been, 10:22 PM.

31 March 2010

Today i wake up at 12 plus.. Then eat ler sleep back again.. Dont say i pig ok? Is my period just come and make me very tired. Then i was sick le.. Cough finish then sneeze until tears drop le lohhs.. Haiis.. So tired and sick lo.. Huuu... Abi come find me then i pass jim's thing to her ask her to pass to him. Hmm.. Then she follow me go my work places then see me work.. Talk with her very less lo.. Then ask her to go out she say dont want go out.. Ask her go meet jim she say dont want.. zzz.. Sit there from 530 to 7 plus lo.. Still say bored.. Ask her to go shopping le.. Keep dont want... Hais.. Stubborn...

Tomorrow is my brother birthday le. So tmr i and his girlfriend go bugis buy thing for my brother.. hmm.. Nothing to update le.. Damn tired and sick..

what we could have been, 11:28 PM.

29 March 2010

Today end work at 9.30pm.. Course today the weather is raining not much customer lo.. Hmm.. Its already one week le.. Why i still cant forget him? Why? What is the problem? People dont love me le.. Why i still think of him? I was so stupid.. People love someone else le. What for i go think? Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn you are so stupid.. Stupid until people laughing at you.. Just a unsucessful love.. Why keep thing of it? Wake up le la..

Yesterday i went to shao mu.. When i was back around 7 plus ler.. Then i switch on my laptop and online.. Though i can happy happy de.. But something happen.. My BFF make me so heart pain and angry.. I wanna hate her as she wanna snatch my ex.. But dont know why cant hate her? Mabye she is my ogd daughter thats make me cant hate her? Is that so? I need some comment. Really.. If she ask me to forgive her maybe i will.. Its so hard to hate one person.. Seriously very hard. Hais.. Somemore yesterday got fever.. I take two times.. One times is 37 degrees second time is 37.2 degrees.. I like shock.. i takes after 10 mins still the same lo.. Then quickly go bathe.. Then take temperature again.. Heng its drop if not i dont know how ler.. No money to see doctor also.. Hmmm.. Nevermind la.. Its just fever only ma.. Wont die de right?

OK la.. I have nothing to update ler.. Next time see what can i say lo. C=

what we could have been, 10:01 PM.

15 March 2010

I didnt give attitude.. I didnt say i was right.. I didnt say i wan to be ah lian.. I didnt do anything wrong now. Why you always want to find thing to qaurrel with me? Is there something we havent say properly? I want your hug i want ur encourage.. The main i want you. I dont know why i was dropping tears? I dont know what you want.. Another night for me to cry aslp.. Nevermind. I used to it le.. I just dont know what to do now.. My brain is blank out. BLANK OUT! Today got test i think will fail it. Cos i have no mood to go for a test..

what we could have been, 2:12 AM.

09 March 2010

Its already 5 mth anniversary with dear ler.. Im so happy.. I wishing for now ish.. Foreva with him.. Even ough be been qaurrel much.. But in my heart dear ish the only one. I love u dear muacks. Dear last thing haven photo lehh.. Our photo so less derhs.. i wan more i wan more more~! heex.. acbc derhs me.. duhhhh...~~~!!

what we could have been, 8:16 PM.

27 February 2010

what we could have been, 12:34 AM.

23 February 2010

Hmm.. So tired orh.. Tdy go cut my fringe.. ><
Wish dear de outfield faster end lehh.. So that ii wan hug him slp slp..xD I not pervert hor..
Ish ii love my dear much end dun wan to let him go so easily.. >< I love you dear.. Muacks~!

what we could have been, 5:24 PM.

19 February 2010

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18 February 2010

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