04 August 2010
Its a long time i have not been updating my blog le right? My blog looks dead indeed.. Hmm.. This few month, alot of thing have happen.. Family qaurrels.. Relationship failure.. Maybe next will be school ba.. So headache..
Why when i love someone so much.. They bastard me so much when i waited for him? What are he treating me of? A toy? Or what? It hurt me so much.. That i dont feel any pain in my hand then my heart.. Heart bleeding.. Hand bleeding.. Eye crying... Thanks my darling for accompany and care for me so much.. Thanks to her so that i can be so relax now.. Thanks for everything darling. I love you <3 Thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry.. I know im silly to think of it... But i dont know why i think of him every minute and every second.. But now.. I hate him every minute and every second.. And slowly starting my new life again..
I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn, will not drop a tears for any guys, Unless he really do loves me and i do loves him too.. No matter how hurt it is.. I will bear the pain and the tears.. I dont wanna to waste my diamond tears in any guys.. Guys is a bastard.. Excluding the friend i have, if you all dont bastard on me.. Im alright... Say all you want... Im a bitch Im a toy for you guys to fnd i also dont care anymore..
I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn.. I change from now on... I not the old Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn anymore.. I must live with a happiness life...
Why when i love someone so much.. They bastard me so much when i waited for him? What are he treating me of? A toy? Or what? It hurt me so much.. That i dont feel any pain in my hand then my heart.. Heart bleeding.. Hand bleeding.. Eye crying... Thanks my darling for accompany and care for me so much.. Thanks to her so that i can be so relax now.. Thanks for everything darling. I love you <3 Thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry.. I know im silly to think of it... But i dont know why i think of him every minute and every second.. But now.. I hate him every minute and every second.. And slowly starting my new life again..
I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn, will not drop a tears for any guys, Unless he really do loves me and i do loves him too.. No matter how hurt it is.. I will bear the pain and the tears.. I dont wanna to waste my diamond tears in any guys.. Guys is a bastard.. Excluding the friend i have, if you all dont bastard on me.. Im alright... Say all you want... Im a bitch Im a toy for you guys to fnd i also dont care anymore..
I Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn.. I change from now on... I not the old Lim Mei Jun Jacklyn anymore.. I must live with a happiness life...
what we could have been, 8:45 PM.
